It's really baffling..we have friends and families surrounding us but sometimes no matter how many people are there beside us, we just can't say what we need to say. Why may I ask? I do that often you know, keeping what is my mind and heart permanently as internal affairs. Perhaps maybe I worry too much of what people might think of me once I let my words run wild or maybe most of the time I feel too inferior with the status of the other people . Thinking that they all are better than me. Well, the truth is - they are.